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Sunday, December 31, 2006 ; Hold Up...Wait A Second
I got bills to pay now...ITE final fees..148....Where to get the money? Answer : Clueless. What will happen if I dont pay? Answer : Stop school even though left around 3 months plus. I lost my job...Am searching for one...Question: Where must I start? Can somebody guide me? Im missing you...yes you... Question:How are you? I miss you alot! Im now: clueless,confused,deeply emotionly hurt, Dont know wat to do about the fees, the school, the cert that I wanted, missing you badly...Yes YOU!! And im crying silently....And Im loving D'phatS!!! I seriously need: Guidance to getting a job,Find a way to pay my school fees...I dont wanna use my mum and sister's money anymore...Im 20...I will find a way..I promise..Im strong...But everytime I want to be stronger, problems keep getting much more heavier. (NAMEOFAUTHOR) TOTALLY RANTED at 11:32:00 PM; CLueLeSs
Im falling off the cliff..Can someone save me?
Can someone reach their hand out so that I can be saved?
Im crying, Will Anyone Be There?
Lending Your Shoulders? Making Me happy?
Its sad to see that you entered with moody face instead of happiness...
I understand...But Im just saying how I feel...To miss you badly,was a bad thing...Was It?
To see u in that kind of mood,brings me no mood as well...Its makes me cry in the bus...
To D'phats, I Love You ALL Alot...Dont leave me people....
I Will Cry With You All....tanks
Something Is amiss about D'phat...Wat is it?
Saturday, December 23, 2006 ; dun leave me pls
- You are my longest girlfren rather then the other ex's I have
- You met my sis and my mum
- You treat my sis and my mum like as if they are yours
- You came in with decorated lights.
- You, accepted my disgusting behaviour
- You helped me in alot of things
- I cant explain how much...Its unexplainable
- You stand up for me...
- You take my mp3 for me when it fall inside the big deep drain
- You ask me to stand up
- You gave me courage
- You gave me love
- You bring me smiles everywhere
- You introduced me to your parents
- You tolerated my everythings
- You showed me how love goes
- You said ENJOY YOUR LIFE!!
- You trust me deeply
- You gave me the greatest gift and that is LOVE
19 reasons on how I Love you so much....sob....
(NAMEOFAUTHOR) TOTALLY RANTED at 9:56:00 PM; r u leavin me?
are u? are u leaving me even tho i dunt accept it...pls dunt...Im wanting you everyday...Im wanting you in my life...Dont leave me...Pls...IM crying, IM kneeling to god...Dunt Let me lose you...I dont wanna my heart to be broken again..pls...I love u yes...and I know im not gg to do those stupid things again...U PLS...I want you!! I want YOU!! I WANT YOU....AM I shiverring? Am I trembling? Dunt leave me pls..DOnt please....PLEASE I NID YOU IN MY LIFE.......... (NAMEOFAUTHOR) TOTALLY RANTED at 9:27:00 PM; Leaving Me??
; YAY!!!
Sorry for not been updating, for not editing my blog....due to Ps2 keeping me company...Furthermore, people dunt even visit my blog and tag..so yah...I think im going to move on...or rather, delete it...if no one visits or tag me...so yah bye!!! (NAMEOFAUTHOR) TOTALLY RANTED at 3:40:00 AMSaturday, December 16, 2006 ; Well...
Sometimes Im just so confused that I nearly lost my mind due to thinking abt you.
Thursday, December 14, 2006 ; Huh?
What is happening to me? What is happening to this world?? Can I ask Allah why? Am I going away soon? I dont know...Time will tell...I can see that nowadays I have been feeling very tired...As in like weak...I dont know why... I only can feel the presence...I dont know...I dont know seriously...I dont even know wat im feeling rite now...Anyway two more days to school holidays so after that im going to work extra hard to gain money yay!! YAHOO!! Its all from allah's blessings tanks...Gonna doze off soon....kk bye bye people (NAMEOFAUTHOR) TOTALLY RANTED at 3:52:00 AMWednesday, December 13, 2006 ; Yeah!!
Saturday, December 09, 2006 ; B'day??
B'day? Does'nt seems so bright for me...anyway Tanks AAN AND MAK FOR THE SERIOUSLY WONDERFULLY GIFT!! IT's SPECIAL!! TANKS!! Can I? I dunt know why u are disappointed...I dont know...And I dont know why my heart keeps saying not to go out with you on my b'day!! Cos I think u wana treat me i guess...I dunt know lah!! Im feeling nothing rite now...Im stuck! IM SPEECHLESS...Numb thinking is processing now...My fingers cant stop touching the keypad...I cant stop looking at the laptop only!! WHY???!!
Im not expecting anything on my b'day...But Im just expecting to get A HAPPY B'day Japp from my one and only bestfren...Zinky...He is going Ns tommorow on my b'day...But all I wish was to see his first msg at 1200am just now...All I get is from sumin,my fren whic Im not close at all, and my girlfren....I was happy...Tanks guys!!! Last year you forgot this year?? You forgot as well? Well...I just gotta say im going to send u off first buddy...Take care
(NAMEOFAUTHOR) TOTALLY RANTED at 2:14:00 AMThursday, December 07, 2006 ; Dunt wanna know
; Sadly
Sadly, amir just got fired from Polo Ralph Lauren...Amir said maybe im gonna be the next to get fired...I was like wtf? They even said to us if cannot work u tell me. Then i said ok after 16th of dec, I can work like full everyday..Then they said ok...now, they are complaining that Im not up to their standard of working.
Hey hold on arh!! Im learning rite!! Nevermind Im just to lazy elaborate further It makes my heart painful talking about them. There's two other workers that are chinese part timer oso...It seems like they teach them much more then us SAK!!
; Ydc Gone away
Ydc Gone Away with memories...Damn...All the outings, all the dance practice washed down the drain..Ydc SUCK? Eh come on arh...you all were in it too last time!! haha anyway I JUST HOPE THEY WILL READ IT!! Anyway, D'phat is up next!! Go D'phat!! Anyway don''t scatter back to us okay? just forget about dancing with u all AGAIN!! Let me bold for u guys to read okay??
AGAIN!!! so yah Go away OKAY?? gdbye ok
...Dance,work,school. Now life is just so exciting with these things ahha u all complete my life for dance,work,and school! School is getting fun, Work is getting fun, And DANCE IS GETTING FUN AS WELL!! But Im just tired only nowadays...arh who cares...My energy will replenish back tommorow so yah!! hehe...I want to sleep oready...*Yawn* okok bye...
(NAMEOFAUTHOR) TOTALLY RANTED at 1:15:00 AMWednesday, December 06, 2006 ; hmmmm...
B.O.R.E.D... (NAMEOFAUTHOR) TOTALLY RANTED at 2:21:00 AMMonday, December 04, 2006 ; Guilty
3rd day at work was very guilty and very wrong for me... There was this english lady when to look around...I wasnt serving her..so yah...she gave me 2 shirt that she had tried on then i was looking where to put it back and she piss me off by saying ''Oh my god you have been standing here for so long and you don't even know where to put??'' I was like come on lady give me a break will ya? Im new here...I feel like pissing her off.... 2nd accident was when kelvin asked me whether I was eating sweets...Yes I said...He asked me ''You eat hacks is it?" Yes I said...Then he when furious and said "You leave the sweet wrappers around and all that or watever he said arh. I said " It wasnt me then it was ok oready. A few mins later, he said some more about the sweet wrappers and he said that after the part timer came to work u all make a mess... I wanted to make things clear so yah I said it wasnt me and all. Then he shouted at me. " YOU DONT ARGUE WITH ME ARH... I GOT SAY ITS YOU OR NOT?? I was like come on man I just wanted to clear things out...So fucked up day it is...There's another mistake which I do to DON...But im lazy to type...so yah...and from just now Im feeling guilty... bye... (NAMEOFAUTHOR) TOTALLY RANTED at 1:46:00 AMSunday, December 03, 2006 ; Huh?
Anyway these are the photos of me losing to some stupid machine at centure square...Enjoy and please sob for me....sob....
Many time of losing....
Many2 many2 many times of losing...So u all can imagine how sad Friday, December 01, 2006 ; Pictures
