Wednesday, November 10, 2004 ; Special boring days....

Well, I can't wait for hari raya..but damn borin im quite sad oso lah..I just dont feel tha hari rayaness....DUN'T ask me why....IT'S JUST TOO EARLY I GUESS....this sunday...go to ma dad's house...go to ma nenek house...and wow...GO home...HOW BORING COULD THAT BE...Im sure I will be home ard...5 or 6 tha most...GOSH....SO BORED..

And then, 17 of nov maybe out with Da-t Squad and Psz go jln2 hari raya.....tha most...GOSH...SO BORED....then GP...wow....then next week can buy more cigs for me to smoke...hahaha...yesh...then wanna buy t-shirts....jeans...new kicks for maself...slack outside for a while next week...

Go crazy again I think...Like last year....work on 30 nov....then take results at school(I Miss School) then...Maybe go ITE....now I know...life is just like tha game THE SIMS....ya buy clothes...but....yah u will look nice on it...but...ppl on tha streets WON'T go "WOW NICE T-SHIRT MAN" u smoke...ya die fast? correct? for me....this year hari raya..there's no meanin I guess....I still don't know why...Im like this...I really hope hari raya....I still can roam to ppl houses....

Shit...Now, Im stressed up....Ma best bud, Ma bestest fren and ma homies...have a betta life then me now....I have no cigs now...I WANNA SMOKE...BUT I DON'T HAVE ANY...well, there's somethin I should be happy abt I guess...and that is Thursday and Friday...Thursday goin to buy my baju kurung....and then buy ma favorite burger I guess....I wanna buy 4 of them I guess..hehe gelojoh nyer aku....

Then friday wanna buy t-shirt....roam ard queensway...yah I think that's abt it...Oh ya..rekodin tml so that's abt it I guess....DAYM..........I think im gonna be gone soon? Well I hope I won't be gone so soon...Cause I have so many sins...in my list. Everybody's asleep now...except for mak... Sorry mum for everythin I have caused...Im a curse son for sure...anyway till here I end...and yah darlink...baby cutie....take care aite? see ya on fri...and dont tell anyone abt this thingy we havin ok? ok bye luv ya...take care...PEACE....

(NAMEOFAUTHOR) TOTALLY RANTED at 1:22:00 AM